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1 July 2008

Exposed

I used to love Chinese TV series, particularly the martial art episodes like The Legend of Condor Heroes. Not only the flying fantasies, but also the pure romances were captivating. The most intimacy moment is when a girl placed her face on a man’s chest and he held her around his arms.

In the early days in the States, I didn’t have the luxury of TV and VCR. So I used to go to my cousin’s house, which is a block from my apartment, to glue myself to the TV instead of learning English, especially in the summertime when I didn’t have anything to do. My cousin ran an oriental grocery store downstairs and lived upstairs. So it was quite convenient to hang out. I just went upstairs, popped in the tape and enjoyed myself.

One summer my cousin’s brother got divorced and moved back into the house. He stayed at the room where the TV and VCR were. Like usual, I went into the room to kill my time with those Chinese tapes, but there was a tape still stayed in the VCR. So I just pressed played and my whole life changed forever.

The movie began with a girl wearing short skirt strolling down the street in her roller skate along with the 70s music. She stopped by a house and peeped into a crack. Behind the wall, a man and a woman appeared naked. As they were kissing, she moved down toward his private part. I was shocked when she put the whole thing into her mouth. The camera switched back to the peeping girl as she started to rub her breasts. Back into the hot action, the couple switched turn. He started to lick her G-spot.

I have never seen anything like this before except when she bent over and he stroked himself in behind her. I saw two dogs did that several times in Viet Nam. At this point, the skating girl already worked her way down into her private area with her fingers. My most outrageous reaction was when he shot all over her face. I didn’t even know what that white stuff was.

I was panicking and hoping my cousin wouldn’t go upstairs. Part of me wanted to watch more, but part of me didn’t want to get caught. I rewind the tape back to where I first saw the clip so that no one knew I was watching it. I ran straight home and the only things played on my mind were those graphical actions. I even had a fever. That was the first time I was exposed to pornography.

11 Comments »

  1. Bro,
    How old were you?
    I hope you were at at least 15 or older.
    LoL, when I was 17 I learned about
    how babies were made and freaked out.
    I guessed you couldn’t sleep that night huh? :)

  2. Hmm, My guess is you were around 12yo..Any older u prob know what the white stuffs is, he he…

    At least from what i read it was a nice scene and not too hard core. imagine if it was a violent one, or bondage, etc…That would have done damage to ur young mind.

    Definitely sex videos should be kept away from children though.

    I’m surprised how late Thu Hoai was with sex education. I remember we had lessons on Reproductions in year 8, which equivalate to 13 yo.

    Anyway, that was an interesting read. My first time must be from TV sex scenes, and a Health encyclopedia which have drawings of couple having sex. That was when i was 12yo, having just arrived to Australia.

  3. Yep! I was 12 freaking years old. :) Good guess Lam Dien!

  4. LD,
    Well I am sure I had some education before but wasn’t really paying attention until I was well into my late teens. LOL
    I was a tomboy until about 17 y/o.
    Yeah, I was pretty much very innocent.
    Donny
    I know alot of men esp Viet guys
    watch alot of those stuffs .
    It should be locked up so children
    cann’t get to it.
    My rule if I ever find out my hubby
    watches those “movies” I will kick him out of the house !
    lol

  5. LOL, you guys realize that a large percentage of children start masturbating at even EARLIER ages..

  6. Masturbating prevents prostate cancer and feels good. So why not? :)

  7. I am having a fever just reading your story Donny :). I was first expose to porno at the age of 16(ordered my own playboy hehe). <— had to check the mail every freaking day it wasn’t a good experience. Until I got my first g/f and she made me throw them out. I remember one of the quote my friend told me “I love porno, I love watching people having sex.” I think he said it was from the guy in the XFiles or something. Me and one of my friend used to watch porno and fairly open about it until we both got married then we just made our own :). I don’t mind porno though, just the normal kind between the guy and the girl. Anything else is too much for my taste.

    At an earlier age? Hmm… Do they know what they are doing? :) Most of the late boomer or born2bWild so watch out for Thu Hoai :)))

    My wife actually suggest we watch it together, she wouldn’t let me watch them by myself hehe…

  8. correction –> Most of the late boomer are born2bWild

  9. My doctor once told me that pornography is a two-blade sword, it cuts both ways. It can bring out the “urge” in you. But if you’re too much in it you will soon realize the reality (your wife) is too boring compared to the fantasy pornography has brought you :) Anyway, pornography does have its place; didn’t they say they’d give one of those magazines to read while you’re at the sperm donor clinic :)

    Now’s the time for a little embrassment. I knew nothing about sex until I was 18 :(

  10. Oh is that true “late bloomer are born2bwild” ?
    Well, II guess it is true I am kinda wild and crazy in alot of ways LOL !
    Well, another late bloomer is Rick !

  11. If you bloom late, you dry up late :) There must be some scientific law that states something to that effect. That’s why ThuHoai and I are still both wild… :)

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